"I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For" is a song by
rock band U2. It is the second track from their 1987 album
The Joshua Treeand was released as the album's second
single in May 1987. The song was a hit, becoming the band's
second consecutive number-one single on the US Hot 100 after
"With or Without You", while peaking at number six on the UK
Singles Chart.
Like much of
The Joshua Tree, the song was inspired by the group's
interest in American music. "I Still Haven't Found What I'm
Looking For" exhibits influences from gospel music and its
lyrics describe spiritual yearning. Lead vocalist Bono's vocals
are in high register and guitarist The Edge plays a chiming
arpeggio. The song originated from a demo the group used to
develop a unique drum pattern played by drummer Larry Mullen,
Jr.
"I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For" was
well-received by critics. It has subsequently become one of the
group's most well-known songs and has been performed on many of
their concert tours. The track has appeared on several of their
compilations and concert films. In 2004, it was named the 93rd
greatest song by
Rolling Stoneon their list of "The 500 Greatest Songs of
All Time".
"I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For" originated from
a demo variously titled "The Weather Girls" and "Under the
Weather" that the band recorded in a jam session. Bassist Adam
Clayton called the demo's melody "a bit of a one-note groove",
while an unconvinced The Edge, the band's guitarist, compared
it to "'Eye of the Tiger' played by a reggae band". However,
the band liked the drum part played by drummer Larry Mullen,
Jr. Co-producer Daniel Lanois said, "It was a very original
beat from Larry. We always look for those beats that would
qualify as a signature for the song. And that certainly was one
of those. It had this tom-tom thing that he does and nobody
ever understands. And we just didn't want to let go of that
beat, it was so unique." Lanois encouraged Mullen to continue
developing the weird drum pattern beyond the demo. Mullen said
the beat became even more unusual, and although Lanois
eventually mixed most of the pattern out to just keep the
basics, the rhythm became the root of "I Still Haven't Found
What I'm Looking For".
"I've always liked gospel music and I encouraged Bono to
take it to that place...It was a very non-U2 thing to do at the
time, to go up the street of gospel. I think it opened a door
for them, to experiment with that territory...[Bono]'s singing
at the top of his range and there is something very compelling
about somebody pushing themselves. It's like hearing Aretha
Franklin almost. It jumps on you and you can't help but feel
the feeling."
The group worked on the track at the studio they had set up
at Georgian mansion Danesmoate in Dublin. Lanois compared the
creation of the song to constructing a building, first laying
down the drums as the foundation, then adding additional layers
piece by piece, before finally "putting in furniture". After
The Edge wrote a chord sequence and played it on acoustic
guitar "with a lot of power in the strumming", the group
attempted to compose a suitable vocal melody, trying out a
variety of ideas. During a jam session, Bono began singing a
"classic soul" melody, and it was this addition that made The
Edge hear the song's potential. At that point, he remembered a
phrase he had written in a notebook that morning as a possible
song title, "I still haven't found what I'm looking for". He
suggests it was influenced by a line from the Bob Dylan song
"Idiot Wind": "
You'll find out when you reach the top you're on the
bottom". He wrote the phrase on a piece of paper and handed
it to Bono while he was singing. The Edge called the phrase's
fit with the song "like hand in glove". It became the song's
refrain and title. From that point on, the song was the first
piece played to visitors during the recording sessions.
As recording continued, a number of guitar overdubs were
added, including an auto-pan effect and a chiming arpeggio to
modernise the old-style "gospel song". While The Edge was
improvising guitar parts one day, Bono spotted a "chrome bells"
guitar hook that he liked. It was added as a counter-melody to
the song's "muddy shoes" guitar part, and it is this hook that
The Edge plays during live performances of the song. Bono sang
in the upper register of his range to add to the feeling of
spiritual yearning; in the verses he hits a B note, and an A in
the chorus. Background vocals were provided by The Edge,
Lanois, and co-producer Brian Eno, their voices being
multi-tracked. Lanois suggests that his and Eno's involvement
in the track's creation aided in their background vocals. He
stated, "You're not going to get that sound of, 'Oh they
brought in some soul singers' if you know what I mean. Our
hearts and souls are already there. If we sing it'll sound more
real." The song's writing was completed relatively early during
the band's time at Danesmoate. The mix was worked on for a
while, though, with most of the production team contributing.
The final mix was completed by Lanois and The Edge in a home
studio set up at Melbeach, a house purchased by The Edge. They
mixed it on top of a previous Steve Lillywhite mix, which gave
the song a phasing sound.
Lanois says he is very attached to "I Still Haven't Found
What I'm Looking For" and has, on occasion, joined U2 on stage
to perform it. The original "Weather Girls" demo, re-titled
"Desert of Our Love", was included with the 2007 remastered
version of
The Joshua Treeon a bonus disc of outtakes and
B-sides.
"Spanish Eyes" was created early during
The Joshua Treesessions. It began as a recording made in
Adam Clayton's house of Clayton, The Edge, and Larry Mullen Jr.
playing around with several different elements. The piece
evolved substantially over the course of an afternoon, but the
casette and its recording was subsequently lost and forgotten.
The Edge found the cassette towards the end of the album
sessions and played it to the rest of the group. The band
realised that it was a good track, but did not have enough time
to complete it prior to
The Joshua Tree
's release.
"Deep in the Heart" stemmed from a three-chord piano piece
Bono composed on the piano about the last time he had been in
the family home on Cedarwood Road in Dublin, which his father
had just sold. The memories of his time living there gave rise
to many of the lyrical ideas on the song. The Edge and Adam
Clayton reworked the piece extensively, with Bono later
describing the finished result as "an almost jazz-like
improvisation on three chords", also noting that "the rhythm
section turned it into a very special piece of music." The song
was recorded in a similar manner to the song "4th of July" from
U2's 1984 album,
The Unforgettable Fire; The Edge and Clayton were
playing together in a room and unaware that they were being
recorded on a 4-track cassette machine by the band's assistant,
Marc Coleman.
Initially, "Red Hill Mining Town" was planned for release as
the second single. However, Bono was unable to sing the song
during pre-tour rehearsals and the band were reportedly unhappy
with the video shot by Neil Jordan, so "I Still Haven't Found
What I'm Looking For" became a late choice for the second
single.
The music video for the song was filmed on Fremont Street in
Las Vegas on 12 April 1987. It features the band members
wandering around while The Edge played an acoustic guitar. The
music video was later re-released on the
U218 Videoscompilation DVD.
Island Records commissioned New York choir director, Dennis
Bell, to a record a gospel version of the song, and Island
intended to release it after U2's single. However, Island boss
Chris Blackwell vetoed the plan saying that a second single
would look like a money grab. Bell subsequently formed his own
label and found a distributor for the song. While in Glasgow in
late July 1987 during The Joshua Tree Tour, Rob Partridge of
Island Records played the demo put together by Bell of The New
Voices of Freedom singing the song. In late September, U2
rehearsed with Bell's choir in Greater Calvary Baptist Church
in Harlem, and a few days later they performed the song
together at U2's Madison Square Garden concert. Footage of the
rehearsal is featured in the
Rattle and Hummotion picture, while the Madison Square
Garden performance appears on the accompanying album.
A live performance of the song appears in the concert films
PopMart: Live from Mexico Cityand
Vertigo 05: Live from Milan. Digital live versions were
released through iTunes on the
Love: Live from the Point Depotand
U2.COMmunicationalbums.
"I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For" received praise
from many critics.
Hot Pressjournalist Bill Graham described the song as on
the one-hand as a "smart job of pop handwork, pretty standard
American radio rock-ballad fare" but that "the band's rhythms
are far more supple and cultivated than your average bouffant
HM band of that period". The
Sunday Independentsuggested that the song was proof the
band could be commercially accessible, yet not resort to rock
clichés.
NMEremarked that the song showed that the band cared
about something, which made them "special".
The Rocketnoted that Bono's lyrics about needing
personal spirituality resulted in a "unique marriage of
American gospel and Gaelic soul" and that the "human
perspective he brings to this sentiment rings far truer than
the rantings of, say, the born-again Bob Dylan". Several
publications, including
The Bergen Recordand
The Boston Globe, called the track "hypnotic" and
interpreted it as depicting the band on a spiritual quest.
In 2004,
Rolling Stonemagazine placed the song at #93 of its list
of "The 500 Greatest Songs of All Time". In the same year,
Los Angeles Timescritic Robert Hilburn said it was U2's
"Let It Be". The staff of the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame
selected "I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For" as one of
500 Songs that Shaped Rock and Roll.
"I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For" appeared in the
1999 film
Runaway Bride, and it is also heard several times in the
1994 film
Blown Away.
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"All I Want Is You"
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Day" •
"11 O'Clock Tick
Tock" •
"A Day Without
Me" •
"I Will
Follow" •
1981: "Fire" •
"Gloria" •
1982: "A
Celebration" •
1983: "New Year's
Day" •
"Two Hearts Beat as
One" •
"Sunday Bloody
Sunday" •
1984: "Pride (In the Name of
Love)" •
1985: "The Unforgettable
Fire" •
1987: "With or Without
You" •
"
I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For
" •
"Where the Streets Have No
Name" •
"In God's
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1988: "One Tree
Hill" •
"Desire" •
"Angel of
Harlem" •
1989: "When Love Comes to
Town" (with B.B. King) •
"All I Want Is You"
1991: "The
Fly" •
"Mysterious
Ways" •
1992: "One" •
"Even Better Than the Real
Thing" •
"Who's Gonna Ride Your Wild
Horses" •
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"Lemon" •
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Close!)" •
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Passengers) 1997: "Discothèque" •
"Staring at the
Sun" •
"Last Night on
Earth" •
"Please" •
"If God Will Send His
Angels" •
"Mofo" •
1998: "Sweetest
Thing"
2000: "Beautiful
Day" •
2001: "Stuck in a Moment You
Can't Get Out Of" •
"Elevation" •
"Walk On" •
2002: "Electrical
Storm" •
2004: "Take Me to the Clouds
Above" (LMC vs. U2) •
"Vertigo" •
2005: "All Because of
You" •
"Sometimes You Can't Make It
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"City of Blinding
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Blige) •
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Skies" •
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2009: "Get on Your
Boots" •
"Magnificent" •
"I'll Go Crazy If I Don't Go
Crazy Tonight"